I'm mad God

I'm sure God doesn't appreciate me being mad at Him.
And I'm sure I'll get over it- it doesn't mean I don't love him.
It just means that i don't understand whats going on around me.

Audrey had her surgery yesterday. The surgery itself went well.
But 2 tumors were found. And Audrey will start chemo on Monday.

So many hearts were broken with this news yesterday.
It makes me angry.
But I have to keep reminding myself that God has a plan for each of us.
And sometimes cancer gets wound up in those plans.
So I'll be mad for today. But I will not cease my prayers.
For I know that God is good and when we cry out to Him he listens.